Wake Up

Even when you are surrounded with a loud beautiful music, you can be very lonely; you can be fragile enough to lose your dreams, your true entity and most importantly your self esteem. Do you know if we could measure loneliness then what would have been used? Actually I am not asking it to anyone, I am asking myself. Whenever I do feel like I am getting out of my emotional control I try to rely on writing and it gives me nothing but some trivial courage to hold on, to hold on to something that can bring my true identity which is not so strong like the outer shell of a snail but resilient enough to face the challenges. However, if I calculate the number of letters I write during such emotional outburst it generally counts very less in contrast to the number of letters written during a calm mental state. Just like now I am finding no more words to continue my writing and reaching the thin line of mental state to start something which I want to do in future.

PS: (I know I am nothing if compared to the big and majestic and worldly success but still I defy to write genuine words which are not fake.)